I wish I were a neurotypical in a way. If I were many things would change . My mood would not change so easy cause someone spoke abruptly to me and almost start crying. I would go out feeling more secure and confident about myself. I would not spend hours alone in my room looking at the pc screen aimlessly. I would fall in love without worrying if the other person loves me every hour of the day, I would not need validation or attention for everything I do. I just wish one day to wake up and everything to be decent and softer for me Living with mental illness is exhausting and it drains you all over. I just want to feel normal again only this.