I find relationships difficult for me a lot. Thing is i want to have one but i just have many issues i have to clear up first in order to start a new relationship. Second of all is my fear of intimacy . i am not the most intimate human in this planet. I hardly hug someone or worse touch someone so that would be a problem .
My other fear is trust, i also don’t trust people that easily . Cynicism has made me to keep many things to myself which is not always good . So in general love scares me . Love demands bravery and affection which is why when you find it you become another person. I guess it’s worth it but i need to fix a lot on me in order to find it. I’ll just do my best then and hope for the better.